The Playlist!!!

You know, there is always a song that easily brings you back to a certain memory? a song about lover, about a certain event, or maybe even a song that brings back your feeling? Well i do have lots of it.. The triggers.

When i was in my lowest point, i tried to make a list of song about me and him, a mistake, actually, because it's kind of playlist that if you listen to it over and over again, you would find yourself deeep and deeeep drowned in a TRISTESSE...
I lovveeee those songs, they are this tear-jerking-heart-breaking songs that i found soo similar with the condition i was in. Noww? hehehe, much better,but i still have no gut to listen to them again. The reason why i made them, , i needed to cry and cry, and was hoping so much that days or maybe a week of tears-jerking momentum will do good to me. Crying, and then i would be just fine. Wouldn't say that works, though.



Here's my list..
in case you need to cry.. do make sure that you have a box of tissue reachable from where you are...


1. Secondhand Serenade - Broken

This song was like a denial to me, you know, like, i kept asking to him, can we work it out? is it broken? is it really broken? because we used to fight like million times, but we were unseparable... back then..

2. Secondhand Serenade (again!!)- It's Not Over

This song, actually the song that he gave to me when we were in the middle of a fighting and decided to step back.
This song is much more denying than the first song, it's like : no, don't tell me it's over, plese, we could be forever, cuz i'm falling apart, and you're breaking my heart..
It's never over.. or it's over?

3. John Mayer - Dreaming with a broken heart

Yeah, it's like the only moment where we can really forget that we're broken hearted is when we fall asleep. But when we wake up, we realize that he or she is no longer ours, and it's the hardest thing to deal with. He's no longer mine, and he's gone, just gone, truth really does hurt. And it's true, i barely couldnt breathe when i woke up and remember that he was gone. i still do.

4. Secondhand Serenade (yess, i love their song so much!)-Why

This song really describe the never ending question that haunt me, why? why? why? how could this happen to me, us? it's not real, is it? and why do you do this to me, so easily?
And though i kept asking inside my mind, i still couldnt find the perfect answer. It was like ripped your heart off your chest and left this hole, and your life would never be the same again. ever. And the worst thing is, the one that do that is the person we are in love with, that's why you keep asking "Why?"

5. Shania Twain -It only hurts when i'm breathing

Well, the title explains all, right?

6. Avril Lavigne- When You're Gone

When you're gone, i missed you so much, needed you soo bad but i just couldnt find you everywhere, and everthing that i did and do reminds me of you.. so yeah, this is how i feel when you're gone. I miss you.

The list goes on and on, and on.
Josh Groban- SHe's out of my life..
Rocket ROckers-ingin hilang ingatan
Saybia _ The Second You Sleep

okay, seriously, i have to stop, like, now. :D
Just by remembering the songs, pretty much trigger the feeling. ahahhaa.

What about you?