when you wake up perfectly feel empty,
and you cry your tears out like there's no one listening.
Like with every tears you shed, hapiness will come one step closer.
Sometimes, i, try to convince myself that all this pain will all be gone.
I know that God is there, he'll listen to my pray every now and then,
and though i doubt it again and again, i stumble and fall every step i make to get my self straightened...
I have to hold on to it. Because, i dont have anyone else.
And so you hush yourself, to sleep.
And so you hug yourself, to silence.
And so you push yourself, to hope.
And so you wipe your own tears..
Begging one more night to , please, please be gone right away.
Because morning, as cold as it can be, you will still those comforting crowd. People. Traffic. chat.
Everything, to make you realize that you're not alone.
Dear Mas Anda, would you please tell me how it feels? i need to be thankful to be who i really am.... to be at where i am standing, right now...
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