Mourning morning

Not that im not being grateful to everything i have in my life.
Alhamdulillah ya Allah, Kau telah memberikan aku semua yang terbaik bagiku, terima kasih ya Gusti allah...

But there are times when we wake up and feel completely incomplete.
Kehilangan sesuatu.
Setengah.
Dan kita aga tau apa itu.
Kita cuma tau kalo ada space kosong, yang seharusnya terisi, dan saat kita tau space itu memang kosong, it hurts you silently.

No im not talking about Pacar, suami, atau apapaun itu. Cuz, i have no idea about what i am feeling right now.
Morning's just as beautiful as it used to be, and birds do sing outside my window (yeah, they really do!!), a half-filled cup of coffee in my hand, and, i dont know, i just want to mourn and weep.
duh gusti, maafkan hambamu ini, yang begitu sering mengeluh dalam semua limpahan berkat yang Kau berikan..

so tell me, is it just me, or are we all do, have these times of mourning for something that we dont really know what it is.

Or maybe i know, im just feeling a bit superior to admit?
that i miss being with somebody?
or maybe im just a bit lonely?
or maybe, just maybe.

I have an emptiness i need to share with you, and i know that you've left the usual space, so i go there alone by myself, wonder if you feel the same way too, sorry, hope that you feel the same way too.

God,i really miss u...