Possesivity Disorder

There's no such thing. I made it up.
I have this unusual habit,of wanting something badly and throwing it then.
Gw sering,sering banget menginginkan sesuatu yang gw g punya. And then get bored easily.
Satu hal itu,cuma berlaku buat satu benda.
Gw tau itu gak bagus. But i can't help it.
It was there,the urge. I was used to manage it,but then i lost control. And since that,
i jump over things. I crave over things. I throw things out easily.

So i decided to lay back and see how things gonna change around me.

I need to control the urge. But how?