L'arc en Ciel.

No, im not talking about that rock band from Japan. Im talking about Rainbow.
Have you ever seen rainbow, dengan mata kepala sendiri?
Marvelously beautiful, isn't it?

I met my rainbow. Sesuatu yang datang sesudah hujan panjang (hampir) tak berkesudahan, muncul tiba tiba, and it's so beautiful you can't barely explain. You just see it and you get choked.

But here's the thing,
like a common rainbow,
it came in a moment, and then it will disappear.
The sky will be back in blue, but you know you won't forget the blissful color it put inside your very mind.

I knew for the very first time, i would be breaking my heart.
The moment i gave in, the moment i choosed to let it in..
It's like tearing your heart apart, to agony and happiness, at the same time.
You laugh, yet you still suffer inside.







But i'll tell you something.
Pelangi itu, enggak pernah pergi.
Dia tetap ada, cuma butuh prisma titik air hujan untuk memunculkannya kembali.
dia cuma tampak sehabis hujan,
karena kita baru menghargai hal hal kecil setelah hal hal yang menyakitkan datang dalam hidup kita.
And so this rainbow came inside my life, knocked my heart, and told me that i am loved. that i could be in love (again) and over again. that i still have the gut to love and risk my heart. The rain is over, and the sky will be back in blue.
And that this rainbow will leave, i knew the risk.
I understand.
And all that you can do is seizing every single moment while it's colouring the plain blue sky.




And remember, you're still young enough to fall in and out of love a few more times before you get it right. That doesn't sound very fun. It isn't... And it is... And it isn't. But it's worth it. Every single time.
*Arthur Brooks to Dawson, Dawson's Creek*



Dear god, please, please, let me keep this rainbow forever inside my own plain blue sky....
don't let it go.
:-)