Twisted

I.
am twisted.
I couldnt find a word that fits better than twisted.
I already have enough twist in my life, until something very big, very huge, came into my life, and everything i believed crashed, literally.
This is, almost a doom for me.
This is the biggest thing that happen into me.
And i have to admit, i myself is amazed with my calmness in handling the situation. Me, moi, the drama queen slash exaggerative spoiled brat.

I do, sincerely, asking for your pray, dear friends, i really really hope things will be better, and i can handle everything without causing any damage...
The only thing that matter is, this time i won't go down, no, not anymore...

Wish me the best of luck, the best of courage, and most of all, mental survival.